Not like the movie.

This song was very sad, and Katy you're true.

Weak.

I know life is not always easy to be lived with. Each person has an issue that must be faced. Today, I really want to explode. All my anger has become cries. I want to be appreciated, including my boyF. I loved him sincerely. Don't expect anything other, than the change to be like the first, the first time I was close to Him. Crying that I spend almost every night, doesn't seem to affect Him, certainly. I never want to ban it Him, that he is happy in his own way, but at least respect me, I miss the old you very much. I was too sad, I'm confused what should I do it again day after day. I wanted to scream as loud as possible and no one persone who heard it. Now, I'm the weak person...

Much epected.

Every time He did a good thing, an quite happy I am, I always told myself " God, let this happen forever and not stopped, I hope this will become a habit that he didn't forget". But, the reality doesn't support what I said. Every day, He turned away from what I expected. I tried to wait as long as possible and closely as possible. I hope that someday, He'll be like what I expected, He was the first. I wanted to be someone who is not easy to care for those nearby. No metter with what you are about and calm. Every night, Every day, I even like silent and thoghtful. I want to be someone who is good, brave and cheerful in front of Him. I can fool many people including Him with what I feel in my heart. I can pretend to be cheerful, happy but not at all. I'm trying to not care about the person who now has a major influence on my life, Him. But every time I try to do it, my heart is sick and can't escape from crying. I loved and I care, but I'm also expecting the same from Him. I really can't say anything, can't express my feeling in detail. I'm just an ordinary person who takes reward from the people I care about. And also I miss him so much. Much more :')

I still fall in love with this pict!

He took this photos with my lovely teddy!

Lucky I'm in love

I like to call him Dit. Now, I had 273 days with him, and I expect it will be forever. He was someone who possessed great influence for me. I learned a lot of good things from him, and I realize he's made me better. Crying, pain and disappointment he made not makes me change my mind to always love him like a beginning. But, I feel very lucky to know him more closely. And I really hope all of which I have done and sacrificed, didn't result in sadness. I love you yesterday, today, now, tomorrow until forever♥

Call me like Usually

My name is Tania. I have many stories that I can't describe with words, that's why I created this blog. With this blog, I can be free to express my stories that I could never an express with a thousand words. I just want to be my "My self" that is not imposed by others who do not know who I was. So, just read and don't talk if you do not know me well.