Weak.

I know life is not always easy to be lived with. Each person has an issue that must be faced. Today, I really want to explode. All my anger has become cries. I want to be appreciated, including my boyF. I loved him sincerely. Don't expect anything other, than the change to be like the first, the first time I was close to Him. Crying that I spend almost every night, doesn't seem to affect Him, certainly. I never want to ban it Him, that he is happy in his own way, but at least respect me, I miss the old you very much. I was too sad, I'm confused what should I do it again day after day. I wanted to scream as loud as possible and no one persone who heard it. Now, I'm the weak person...